Personal Deadline

I didn't meet it, though today is not over and there is still time. However, whether or not I do end up meeting it, I have worked towards it and am so close.

I'm pretty pleased with myself, for getting as far as I have with these illustrations. I am pleased with my efforts to keep moving forward, in spite of my doubts and fears. This book will get done, just like the last one. It will get published and I will, again, be able to take a step back and be amazed that I actually did it. So, I keep striving towards that end goal. That goal of being able to say, I did something. It might not be something amazing or impressive, but it is something. It is an inspiration for my children to try, even if they may be afraid.

Another Step

Yesterday, I took another step out of my comfort zone. I called two of the local libraries to learn about adding my book to their selection. The directors were not in, when I called, so I left messages. I'm hoping to hear back on Monday. Depending on how that goes, I have at least 4 other libraries I plan to contact.

Honestly, it all scares me. I'm not a great self promoter. However, I've been finding strength, courage, and boldness, through my faith. I know the uncomfortable steps I make will be rewarded in the end.

Quick Update

So far, I have 8 illustrations ready for color. If I stick to my story board, I still have 13 left to prep. Four of those are already started. I'm feeling good about it. I know I will like it all when I'm done, especially if I don't worry about whether others will think they're good enough.

Coming Along

I've been able to get a few illustrations ready for the color phase, some that are part of the way done, and some still just a vision.

So far my girls have each contributed to one scene. Sadly, they've seemed to have lost interest in participating, so there may not be any other art from them.

I've gone back and forth with my feelings of apprehension. Some days I can believe my art is going to work for this book. Other days, I can't help but think it really isn't that good. Worse when some things might actually be good, but I think the other things aren't. However, I plug on telling myself that my art is unique and that is what will make it so special. It isn't cookie cutter. It's mine and that is a good thing.

I have given myself a deadline for having them ready for coloring, by Feb 29. I'm hoping this helps me to find the motivation to overcome my concerns and keep moving forward. It will be a HUGE accomplishment, if I actually make the deadline. That in itself is motivation.

I currently have no other writing projects I'm working on, aside from the one I have going with, illustrator, Haley Jula , which is currently in illustration phase. I haven't had updates on it, but I know she is working on it and it will be wonderful!